New life, moving forward..

when i woke up early in this morning. i realize that i should get a new life.
 what happen before, ya maybe i can't forget it. but in a long time i will and i can forget it.
what i need to do just forget what happen. continue with my life.
A better life will come to me soon. Insyaallah.
Tomorrow the final exam start and i haven't read anything. Just waiting for miracle happen to me. haha.
So, for those who taking exam, yesterday, today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow.

GOOD LUCK ya (^^,)V

*miss Bangkok..wuwuwuw.. Y___Y*

continue....

haha tadi cakap nak study kan. tapi rasa nak tulis lagi pulak nye. aku tulis post nie khas untuk perempuan2 yang mengenali seseorang yang aku kenal nie. kalau anda ada membaca entry2 aku sebelum nie mesti faham. aku nak nasihatkan kepada korang lah. jangan mudah termakan pujuk rayu atau kata2 manis dia. mungkin sikap dia terhadap kita terlampau baik sampai kita sangkakan dia sukakan kita. tapi sebenarnya tak pun. dia cuma akan anggap kita sebagai kawan. maaflah aku bukan nak mengata dia. tapi aku rasa aku patut bagitahu apa yang aku dah alami. ya. mungkin salah aku sendiri sebab TERjatuh hati dengan dia. tapi aku takkan suka dekat dia kalau dia tak telampau baik dengan aku. apa yang aku dapat tengok sekarang nie. what he has done to me he did to other people. aku harap perempuan tu tak salah anggap dengan kebaikan dia. tapi let say if he like that girl im okay with it.

exam..indonesia..

lusa atau hari rabu nie bermulah musim exam. dan aku masih lagi belum membuka buku untuk membaca. report yang seharusnya aku siapkan lebih awal pun tak siap2 lagi sampai sekarang. exam in essay not objective okay. so, silalah mula membaca cik mimi oi..... about the indonesia things pulak. i don't know whether i should go or not. ya i know this is the golden opportunity for me. tapi masih was2 nak pegi. i hope that Allah will give me petunjuk to solve this problem. okay now i want to continue to study. annyong~. (=

Disaat aku mencintaimu =S

when i listened to this song i realised that it reflect myself. ='(



Mengapa kau pergi
Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

kesalahan yang sama lagi

i knew before this i wrote about the same title. but it has different story. these cases happen when i was in first year. and the case repeated but different person. people who don't know me will talk bad about me. but what do i care. it's me. yeah. i'm only a sleeping partner. but if my result not same as you, never call me that. i know that i don't want to admit that i'm wrong which is actually i am. i am sorry. i know even i beg forgiveness from you thousands time you can't forgive me. it is about two weeks i'm away from this problem and this miserable world. somehow i feel calm because i dont need to think about people saying. instead it help me to heal the scar inside. even now or before, when i want to enter the miserable life i will think back about you. you know what. when you are apart from me my life is beautiful. but when you are with me, my life is more beautiful. but i dont know what you feel about me. i know that you understand me. but sorry i never understand you. i don't know what you want. when i'm trying to you ignored it. and now i think i wrote something that will make you mad at me. so i will stop now. just remember that i will never forget about you because you are the one who has come in my life and make me feel happy knowing you even now our relationship not like before. i miss you and i love you my friend. (=