I AM A BIG LIAR

I AM LYING

~ WHEN I SAID I FORGET EVERYTHING. 

~ WHEN I SAID NOTHING FOR WHAT YOU DID

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT JEALOUS YOU WITH HER

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT MISSING YOU

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT HURT

THE BIGGEST LIE THAT I DID WAS.

   I AM LYING WHEN 

I SAID I'M NOT FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

nak tulis lagi. hahaha

kali ni tulis dalam bahasa Malaysia pulak. okay. lupa nak bagi tahu bahawa masa exam petanng tadi kan. si dia duduk berdekatan dengan saya. tak sangka!! (= kalau dia duduk sebelah saya mesti saya tak boleh nak jawab soalan tadi. tapi masa jawab soalan tadi memang hati berbunga2. suka sangat. biarlah orang kata awak tak hensem ke apa. yang penting hati saya tetap kata awak hensem. saya suka curi pandang awak. bila awak pandang balik kan mesti hati saya 'dup dap dup dap' *lebih2 lak* saya pun jadi perasan yang awak tgh usha saya. huhu. masa dalam dewan tadi saya tercai2 jugak awak. ingat awak duduk jauh dari saya. tapi rupa2nya tak. dekat je. heeee. hepi lah awak. saya jawab soalan tadi dengan hati yang gembira rasa nak menjerit pun ada jugak. nampak tak kegilaan saya kat awak. tapi saya tahu awak takkan sedar semua tu. sebab awak sikit pun tak pandang saya. Y_Y tak pelah. kalau ada jodoh kita adalah. hehe~ =D

be yourself

someone told me that i should be myself. when with him i become someone else. i don't know but he said that. a few months became friend with him, he knew me well. while, i don't know him much. now i'm trying to be myself in front of him. i tried, tried and tried then i'm tired because i don't know how am i. =,=

Exam..

Now i'm 21 years old. but not too old okay. but until now I don' understand why we should have examination. ya I know they want to measure our understanding about the subjects but you know what, the understanding cannot be measured by examination. students will just understand what they read not what they experienced. that is what happen to student now. they just read from the book. and understand nothing. just keep remembering it. then, after exam finished all the remembered things gone too. I admit me myself lack of general knowledge. where as me as International Business student should know all that things happen around me nowadays. when asked by lecturer not all of student can get the right answer. it does not mean exam should be exist. but the way exam be done. which can help student understand it more rather than just remembered for exam day only. 

okbai. (=

p/s : this post is written by student who anti-exam. hahaha.

post yang membosankan

bukan post je. blog i pun bosan jugak weh. aku tau mesti ramai yang tak suka nak baca. sebabnya aku suka mengarut dalam blog nie. kenapa aku suka mengarut kat sini.?? sebabnya inilah antara tempat untuk aku luahkan segala isi hati aku. aku mungkin ter'over' tapi aku tahu ini hak aku. suka hati aku la kan. mungkin dia akan baca blog nie sebab dia ada simpan address blog aku. tapi ada aku kesah. aku tahu dia mungkin akan marah. korang mungkin akan marah. tapi ini apa yang aku rasa. aku tak reti nak bercerita dengan orang lain tentang masalah aku. i will just keep it inside here. tapi kalau lama2 simpan sakit yang teramat sangat akan berlaku. so blog ni lah tempat aku meluahkan segala-galanya. once again, aku nak mintak maaf kalau ada yang tersinggung dengan apa yang aku tulis. aku dah cuba untuk tidak menyakitkan/mengecilkan hati korang tapi kalau korang rasa sebaliknya aku mintak maaf sangat2. just meet me or message me cepat2 kalau ada yang tersinggung. okay. peace no war. ILOVEYOU (=