South Korea 2nd Day - Namsan Tower, Myeongdong.

Siapa yang tak tahu Namsan Tower @ Seoul Tower. Sila terjun bangunan sekarang. hahaha. Namsan Tower ni lebih kurang Menara KL la. on the second day, we decided to go there. They said that this place is one of Running Man location. i dont know. sebab xlayan sangat. layan2 cam gitu je. haha. so, pagi lagi dah gerak. Naik bas dari Ajou-->Sadang-->Namsan. I forgot about the station name because Nani yang bawak. so, ingat2 lupa. and most of the pictures in Nani's lappy so, after she coming back here then i will put the pictures. We ride on a cable car to reach at the peak. Sampai je kat atas tu still kena naik lagi tangga tapi tak banyak la. The place was beautiful + cold ( -___- ) we can see Seoul. almost all part of  Seoul. maybe. Nak masuk Namsan tower ni pun kena bayar jugak. ingat free ka? inside the tower ada Teddy Bear Museum. Teddy Bear Museum ni kecik je. but still intersting. ada bear besar2. comel2 je. rasa nak bawak balik pun ada. hehe.

PS : untuk sekarang ni segala gambar mambar ada kat Nani. nanti bila beliau datang UKM sy mintak dekat dia okeh. 

KL ----> Incheon; Gyeonggi-do; Suwon

Alhamdulillah. After 21 years, I got a chance to go to South Korea. Which is the dream that i have been dreaming for many years. I took flight with Airasia kan "everyone can fly". haha. So, the flight depart at 8.50am. arrived at Incheon airport about 4.30pm (korean time). I had to find my own way to Suwon which my friends are already waiting for me. Forgot to tell, I come here to visit Nani and Susan. They are chosen for exchange student programme to South Korea. So, after arrive in Incheon Airport i went to but T-money which is needed when want to use subway or buses. then, i straight to exit 7 to buy limousine bus that heading to Suwon. can you imagine that i'm alone but can survive in this place. haha. bangga jap. actually it is really easy to find ways in Korea. So my first night in Korea. just walking in Suwon street. from what i looked. the place was crowded with many people. the city looks alive at night. Then, my friend bring me to eat Korean food which i want to eat the most after landed.

Singapore Trip 15-18 Nov 2012

After done with Bangkok trip last April, we planned to continue our trip cause we still had the balance from the Bangkok trip. So, En. Radzuan suggested to us going to Singapore. Universal Studio Singapore. Actually we planned it on May, but since all of us shortage of money, so we decided to go on November and just for 3days. This may be our last trip together because it is our last semester in UKM. After this, most of us will be doing Industrial training before graduate on next year InShaAllah. Sedih kan? :’( but still life has to go on. Maybe we can plan a trip before graduate. Here, I put some pictures and our activities when in Singapore.

15 Nov 2012.

We took a bus at Terminal Bersepadu Selatan to Johor Baharu. We check-in Citrus Hotel for 2 nights. The hotel located near the Woodlands which is place to enter Singapore. When we arrived in JB it is already night time. So, we just had our meal and walk around the hotel. We all tired after the long journey from KL----->JB so we sleep early. (maybe only me..) hahaha.   

16 Nov 2012.

We had to wake up early at 5.30am and move at 7.30 so that we can catch early bus to enter Singapore. But, since some of them late coming down, we missed the earlier bus. So, we had to wait for the bus until 9.00am. Plus, the immigration people had so many things to ask us. We enter Universal Studio Singapore (USS) around 10am. There are so many people queuing at the entrance. We decided to go to the Transformers first, but unfortunately it took hours to enter the place. But the hours of waiting is really worth.  Lepas tu, kami main semua permainan kat situ. Most of adult games kami main. Yang paling menakutkan, of course lah roller coaster. Memang semua dah taubat lah tak nak naik benda alah tu. Serammm. -_____-. FYI, there are two type of roller coaster. Human and Cyclone. I prefer Cyclone than Human. hahaha. Then, we ride mummy, watch Shrek 3D. Mummy tu best bila dia punya seat tu reverse dengan lajunya. Shrek macam bosan je sebab our row's chair rosak (bak kata Lee 'kami berat..' -__-) so, bila scene naik kuda tu tak rasa apa2. dah penat main games kat situ, kami take photos je. then, we going back JB. zzzZZzz

17 Nov 2012

On this day, we walk around the country. bought some souvenirs untuk kenang2an. all day we just walk there and there. tired. tapi disebabkan ujan petang tu, we decided to go back early. but not so early la. dalam pukul 6pm jugak la kami balik JB. Then, at night we had our last meal in JB before depart with KTM JB  Sentral at 12.00am. First experience naik keretapi yang ada katil. haha. dalam train memang semua dah tak banyak cakap because really tired. so, memang tidur je lah dalam train tu. sampai stesen Kajang around 7.00am (18 Nov). Then, i took train to Rawang. Going 'Home Sweet Home'. Sampai rumah je bantai tidorr sampai petang. hahaha

kalau nak tengok gambar2 yang lain boleh tengok kat fb ak lah. penat nak upload semua.

--> KLIK SINI<-->

Singapore here i come.

Assalamualaikum. long time no post from me. now a bit busy with assignments, thesis, searching for jobs. but still, in mind wanna go travelling. i love to travel. even only one country i went. but, Insyaallah within this month will be two countries. nampak tak tamak sangat tu. next week on 15th will travel to Singapore. so, next post will be about Singapore. tak sabar nak pegi USS. nak main kat situ. haha. macam budak2. ah peduli apa. suka hati saya lah. tapi sebelum nak pergi tu assigmentzzzz kena buat weh. kena siapkan. kalau x, xberapa nak tenang nak pergi main2. jalan2. it is good for us to go other countries. so, that we can learn something about the country. sometimes we can bring back what we learn there. but the good things lah. at least we can compare with Malaysia. does not mean to condemn the government but hope that can improve in those aspects. kata nak capai wawasan 2020. another 8years more. but, not so much improvement made. taking economics class teach me that our country developing but slowly progress. haha. now i start to talking rubbish. need to go. 

-annyong- (^^,)

Unforgettable Memory

hehe. dah hampir seminggu kejadian berlaku. dan aku baru nak buat post nie. Jumaat yang lepas aku dan saudaramara ku berangkat ke Palembang, Indonesia. setibanya kami di LCCT. kami tidak terus cek in luggage sebabkan kami ingat akan ada counter yang disediakan untuk orang yang dah already check in thru website. so, we take time eating and chatting dan waktu tu hampir jam12. so, kami pun bergegas la ke counter untuk cek in beg. tapi waktu tu barisan panjang GILERRR. so, the staff asked us to line up at another counter, then, another counter until we need to queue at the customer service counter since we are very late to cek in. at that time, when we asked the staff about our problem, they seem STUPID. saying nothing. lepas tu apa lagi, mengamk2 la makcik aku dekat situ sebabnya staf AA doing nothing. then, we decided to bring along our luggage into the plane. so after going through imagration and all the things, dah sampai gate nie. unfortunately our flight already gone. huhu. byebye flight. and the result was,kitorang semua tak pergi ke Indonesia. sedih jugak la. kalau nak tau cerita lebih lanjut.. call me at 1-300-400-500. :) annyonggg~

a few days to go

okay lagi beberapa hari aku akan berlepas untuk ke sebuah tempat yang mana akan membantu aku untuk melupakan segala apa yang berlaku antara aku dan dia. memang hakikat yang aku takkan boleh lupakan dia. tapi aku harap dapat lupakan dia. apa yang aku buat sekarang nie sedikit sebanyak dapat kurangkan kesedihan dihati. mungkin orang akan kata aku nie lebih2. orang dah tk nak tak payah la lebih2. aku nak buat macam mana, dah jumpa ramai lelaki pun hati aku dah aku bagi kat dia. tapi dia. ah.. biarlah aku hidup dengan tenang. aku rasa cam geli nak baca balik apa yang aku tulis nie. ahaha. okaylah. next post i promise that i won't post about him anymore. see you in my next post about my holidays in somewhere. annyong~ (=

the post that get most readers.

i never realize until today that my post to someone was read by many people. who did read the post? i don't know. haha. okay thats all thank you. annyong..~ (=

life must go on. (^^,)v

Assalamualaikum.. (haaa.. tak jawab dosa.) (=

                Rasanya dah lama tak update blog nie. Kawan2 pun asyik tanya bila nak buat entry baru. Aku jawab jelah ‘mim alip lam sin’ haha. Dah dekat sebulan lebih tak update. Yelah nothing yang happening to share. Tapi dalam masa sebulan nie jugak la many things happen. nak share pun fikir dua tiga kali. Nampak tak kemalasan tuh. Haha. Masa tengah tulis nie pun, I’m on my way to UKM. Tomorrow got class early in the morning. FYI, I’m in my third year or can be said as final year. Insyaallah September tahun depan will graduate. Amin.. And up until now, I’m still thinking what to write in this blog. Hehe. So, I will just put pictures along one month break from blogging.

First, we start with Hari Raya Aidilfitri with families and friends.

one big happy family at home

abang yang gila

adik yang bongsu *ternyata gamba mampu menipu*

yang perempuab2 saja 

cousin with the same age, Rekha

bestie yang dah lama tak jumpa, Farid Kamil 

Then, picnic and hang out with beloved friends.

sab, illa, feeza. hangout time bulan pose

picnic2 with Adam, Zul, Fat, Feeza

main Archery (ak, Tirah, Sab, Feeza)

#sorry lah sebab gambar bercampur baur. malas nak buat caption semua gambar hee ^^

Cukup lah kan cover untuk sebulan lebih punya post. Boleh kata, sebulan jelah. Yang lebih2 tu waktu semester pendek aku amk masa bulan 7-8 hari tu. Okaylah. Sudah cukup sudah. Sampai sini saja. Annyong~ 

The day just pass by

....without any notification and wishes from my friends. it can be count using my finger. maybe because i did not publish it in my FB. so, no one wish except two or three people. never mind. but actually i'm a little bit upset because "someone" not wish me. someone that i love. :( there is no call or sms from him. it's okay lah. he will not remember my day as i'm not important person to him. so i will wish myself 

'HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, NUR SHAMIMI SHUHAIMI' (^^,)v 

-3rd August 1991-

don't know how i feel.

i won't post anything about it because it just a starting. if i success after that, then i will post about it. even if not, still i will post. haha. just wish me good luck. okay. see you in the next post. annyong~ (^^,)v

Korea in My Calendar 2012.

Insyaallah in October or November 2012 i'm planning going to Korea. since my friends will be there doing exchange student, so i think this is the best time for me to go there. even i'm going alone i don't care. haha. going to Hankuk is my dream since young. and now i got the extra money so i should grab this chance going there. i'm starting saving money to buy the ticket flight which is quite expensive. but with AirAsia "everyone can fly". (= *please wish me luck and pray that i can go to Korea this year. Insyaallah. Amin.*  

sory i can't accept it

okay aku memang mengaku kalau setiap orang ada pandangan masing-masing. dan kalau boleh mesti nak pertahankan pandangan dorang. termasuklah aku. aku paling pantang kalau orang akan buat BODOH je dengan pandangan aku. even aku nak cakap pun tak boleh. die tetap nak tegakkan pandangan dia. bukannya tak boleh tapi agak2 lah kan. dengar lah dulu apa aku nak cakap. post ni memang aku tuju untuk seseorang. kalau dia terbaca nak buat macam mana kan. mula2 aku boleh sabar lagi bila dia buat hal minggu lepas.  tapi bila dia buat hal lagi semalam pun aku boleh sabar lagi. aku memang jenis yang suka pendam. tapi ingat tak sakit ke bila pendam dalam hati. yelah kita marah lepastu tak mintak maaf ke apa ke. sekarang ni baru aku sedar yang aku dengan dia memang tak boleh nak jadi kawan. sebab everytime aku dengan dia mesti ada yang tak kena. so better aku diam sampai lah dia dah xde kat sini. tapi lambat lagi lah. huhu. okay lah nak sambung buat kerja nie. annyongg~

Dear Qeela

because you wrote about me.. so, this is my reply. (=
  i won't say anything about that pakcik. but i happy that you can make him happy while i'm not. then, im not too eager to know who that person. but i still want to know who that lucky person. even if the person is pakcik it does not bother me. i will be happy for you two. remember that women are easy to fall for man who are being nice to them. so if we are fall for them, they will ask us why and never realized that actually because of them being nice with us, we fall for them. they won't blame themselves but we will be blamed.
*sorry i wrote in English* okay take care ya. see you soon. Assalamualaikum. (^^,)v

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah segalanya telah berakhir. walaupun aku tak usaha sungguh2 untuk exam kali nie. tapi aku berjaya menempuh jugak exam2 nie. mugkin sebab berlaku perkara2 yang agak memilukan sepanjang semester nie. so, tumpuan study aku agak dan amat terganggu sedikit. aku tak nak salahkan siapa2 tapi hanya mampu menyalahkan diri sendiri yang tak dapat mengawal emosi. dengan berakhirnya exam tadi aku harap segala masalah yang berlaku sepanjang sem ni akan dilupakan. insyaallah segala apa yang berlaku antara aku dan dia juga dapat aku lupakan. kalau benar dia untuk aku pasti akan bersama juak. kalau bukan ertinya kena cari orang lain la. haha. hye dear, i'm sorry not replying your email. it is not that i hate you or mad at you. i just want to forget you. hope you understand. (=

andai ku bercinta lagi

perghh tajuk nak gempak je. haha. btw, aku suka sangat lagu nie. ANDAI KU BERCINTA LAGI. bila? entahlah aku pun tak tahu. sekarang nie malas nak fikir. memang lah orang kata setiap manusia dijadikan berpasangan. tapi kalau dok melangut je kat rumah mana nak jumpa kan. erm..yeke. okay lah. sekarang nie kan aku belajar lagi. tapi umur aku dah menunjukkan bahawa aku boleh berkahwin. haha. okay. aku tak nak bercinta lama2. takut nanti basi. apa beza cinta dengan suka. cinta tak perlu sebab tapi kalau kita suka mesti bersebab kan. kadang2 kita rasa kita cinta seseorang. tapi pernah tak kita tanya balik kenapa kita cinta kat dia. kalau ada jawapan, itu ertinya kita cuma suka kat dia. bukan cinta. bagi orang yang memang tak ada pengalaman macam aku nie. tak pernah tau apa erti cinta. yang aku tau aku suka je. tapi dengan dia nie aku jatuh cinta dengan dia. ya. mula2 aku suka. lama2 jadi cinta pulak. oke. aku dah geli nak tulis post nie. aku cuma nak bagitahu yang AKU CINTA DIA. kenapa? sebab aku memang dah jatuh CINTA dekat dia. I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM without reasons. (=

wasting time

only not more than 24hours left for me. the next paper. but i'm still have not done yet reading the topics. uhuhu. so many. but still i have to read it no matter what. on tuesday, business law paper. another one paper that gonna kill me. there are so many cases, acts that need to remember. and i just remember only one chapter. nevermind, i have to concentrate for my tomorrow paper. then, i continue for Tuesday paper. Y__Y wish me luck okay. till he i wrote. annyong~ (=

Hanya PadaMu Tempat ku mengadu

YaAllah sesungguhnya aku amat merindukan dia. Aku rindukan saat2 kami masih bersama. Walaupun kami hanya menjadi rapat dalam tempoh masa yang singkat. Terlalu banyak memori kami. YaAllah, kenapa dia hadir dalam hidupku. mungkin untuk menjadi peneman di saat aku keseorangan. sekarang aku menjadi keseorangan kembali. semuanya gara2 aku. Aku tersalah anggap kebaikan yang dia tunjukkan kat aku selama ini. Aku tahu dia tidak suka aku berperasaan begitu. tapi apa kan daya aku hanya wanita yang lemah dan tunduk dengan nafsu untuk menyayangi seorang lelaki. aku tahu salah. tapi aku masih mengikut nafsu. Akibatnya, kini kami sudah tidak bertegur sapa. hanya jika ada urusan yang penting. sumpah aku rindu dia. Tapi kini aku cuba untuk menerima hakikat bahawa dia takkan melihat aku sebagai lebih daripada seorang kawan. Aku sedar bahawa jodohku terletak di tanganMu. maka, aku hanya perlu berdoa agar dapat mencari pasangan yang dapat membimbingku ke jalanMu. Jika dia adalah jodoh ku, sejauh mana kami berada, pasti akan bertemu juga, Engkau redhailah hubungan kami. tetapi, jika dia bukan jodohku, bantulah aku melupakan dia. sesungguhnya aku tak mampu untuk menanggung sakit di hati. air mata ku sudah banyak jatuh untuk dia. biarlah aku Mencintai dia dalam diam kerana mencintai dalam diam adalah doa ku untuk dia. (=

jogging + herbalife.

starting today i'm taking herbalife as my supplement energy. plus, i want to lose weight. so, i hope by taking herbalife and also jogging everyday will help me. reduce the fats in my body. hahaha. by the way just now when i'm jogging there is football match between UKM and i don't know. hee. i'm trying to looking for him. but i think he did not play today. oh how much i miss to see him play. then, suddenly my friend said that MR M came to stadium. i don't know why. maybe he wanna see football match. or maybe he wanna see me. -__-. *ok that is impossible* okay lah. i want to continue studying. see you later. annyonggg~ =D

MERDEKA....

eh belum lagi lah. merdeka untuk 6hari jek. petang tadi baru abis jawab paper strategik management. dan aku berjaya jawab dengan begitu strategik. haha. =..= okay sekarang nie masa untuk melayan movie+manga+bantal+tilam. yelah dah merdeka kan. haha. tapi esok sambung balik. since have another two more paper. tak pelah malam nie rehat dulu. *padahal dah rehat dari petang lagi* sampai ketemu lagi. byebye. ((=

exam lagi

yes. as u know that this three weeks are exam fever. so, tomorrow is my fourth paper. and as usual also i have not finished reading, studying all that things. =,= since the book in English and question in Malay how i wanna answer it. but i will try. and now i have new hobby. which is jogging. ho yeahh~ i wanna lose weight so need to do some effort to achieved it. wish me luck okay. okay got to go. see you soon. (=

i never understand man

for the whole of my life. i never understand man. even if you don't like a girl. please can you say it in nice words. plus, don't be too good and nice with them. it will make them misunderstanding. seriously i hate you man who hurt my friend. i hate you man who hurt me. i know that you don't like our way but please just tegur lah. jangan lah keluarkan kata2 yang boleh buat sakit hati. ingat tau perempuan ni sangat lemah. once lelaki dah buat macam tu dekat dia. dia akan benci sebenci2nya. but remember, they still care and love you. they still miss the moments both of you. tolonglah. aku memohon kepada kaum2 lelaki dan juga kepada kaum2 perempuan. let say if you don't like a person who like you, please say it in a nice words. jangan la keluarkan kata2 yang xmenyedapkan untuk didengar. huhu. until we meet again. annyongg~

I AM A BIG LIAR

I AM LYING

~ WHEN I SAID I FORGET EVERYTHING. 

~ WHEN I SAID NOTHING FOR WHAT YOU DID

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT JEALOUS YOU WITH HER

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT MISSING YOU

~ WHEN I SAID I'M NOT HURT

THE BIGGEST LIE THAT I DID WAS.

   I AM LYING WHEN 

I SAID I'M NOT FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

nak tulis lagi. hahaha

kali ni tulis dalam bahasa Malaysia pulak. okay. lupa nak bagi tahu bahawa masa exam petanng tadi kan. si dia duduk berdekatan dengan saya. tak sangka!! (= kalau dia duduk sebelah saya mesti saya tak boleh nak jawab soalan tadi. tapi masa jawab soalan tadi memang hati berbunga2. suka sangat. biarlah orang kata awak tak hensem ke apa. yang penting hati saya tetap kata awak hensem. saya suka curi pandang awak. bila awak pandang balik kan mesti hati saya 'dup dap dup dap' *lebih2 lak* saya pun jadi perasan yang awak tgh usha saya. huhu. masa dalam dewan tadi saya tercai2 jugak awak. ingat awak duduk jauh dari saya. tapi rupa2nya tak. dekat je. heeee. hepi lah awak. saya jawab soalan tadi dengan hati yang gembira rasa nak menjerit pun ada jugak. nampak tak kegilaan saya kat awak. tapi saya tahu awak takkan sedar semua tu. sebab awak sikit pun tak pandang saya. Y_Y tak pelah. kalau ada jodoh kita adalah. hehe~ =D

be yourself

someone told me that i should be myself. when with him i become someone else. i don't know but he said that. a few months became friend with him, he knew me well. while, i don't know him much. now i'm trying to be myself in front of him. i tried, tried and tried then i'm tired because i don't know how am i. =,=

Exam..

Now i'm 21 years old. but not too old okay. but until now I don' understand why we should have examination. ya I know they want to measure our understanding about the subjects but you know what, the understanding cannot be measured by examination. students will just understand what they read not what they experienced. that is what happen to student now. they just read from the book. and understand nothing. just keep remembering it. then, after exam finished all the remembered things gone too. I admit me myself lack of general knowledge. where as me as International Business student should know all that things happen around me nowadays. when asked by lecturer not all of student can get the right answer. it does not mean exam should be exist. but the way exam be done. which can help student understand it more rather than just remembered for exam day only. 

okbai. (=

p/s : this post is written by student who anti-exam. hahaha.

post yang membosankan

bukan post je. blog i pun bosan jugak weh. aku tau mesti ramai yang tak suka nak baca. sebabnya aku suka mengarut dalam blog nie. kenapa aku suka mengarut kat sini.?? sebabnya inilah antara tempat untuk aku luahkan segala isi hati aku. aku mungkin ter'over' tapi aku tahu ini hak aku. suka hati aku la kan. mungkin dia akan baca blog nie sebab dia ada simpan address blog aku. tapi ada aku kesah. aku tahu dia mungkin akan marah. korang mungkin akan marah. tapi ini apa yang aku rasa. aku tak reti nak bercerita dengan orang lain tentang masalah aku. i will just keep it inside here. tapi kalau lama2 simpan sakit yang teramat sangat akan berlaku. so blog ni lah tempat aku meluahkan segala-galanya. once again, aku nak mintak maaf kalau ada yang tersinggung dengan apa yang aku tulis. aku dah cuba untuk tidak menyakitkan/mengecilkan hati korang tapi kalau korang rasa sebaliknya aku mintak maaf sangat2. just meet me or message me cepat2 kalau ada yang tersinggung. okay. peace no war. ILOVEYOU (=

New life, moving forward..

when i woke up early in this morning. i realize that i should get a new life.
 what happen before, ya maybe i can't forget it. but in a long time i will and i can forget it.
what i need to do just forget what happen. continue with my life.
A better life will come to me soon. Insyaallah.
Tomorrow the final exam start and i haven't read anything. Just waiting for miracle happen to me. haha.
So, for those who taking exam, yesterday, today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow.

GOOD LUCK ya (^^,)V

*miss Bangkok..wuwuwuw.. Y___Y*

continue....

haha tadi cakap nak study kan. tapi rasa nak tulis lagi pulak nye. aku tulis post nie khas untuk perempuan2 yang mengenali seseorang yang aku kenal nie. kalau anda ada membaca entry2 aku sebelum nie mesti faham. aku nak nasihatkan kepada korang lah. jangan mudah termakan pujuk rayu atau kata2 manis dia. mungkin sikap dia terhadap kita terlampau baik sampai kita sangkakan dia sukakan kita. tapi sebenarnya tak pun. dia cuma akan anggap kita sebagai kawan. maaflah aku bukan nak mengata dia. tapi aku rasa aku patut bagitahu apa yang aku dah alami. ya. mungkin salah aku sendiri sebab TERjatuh hati dengan dia. tapi aku takkan suka dekat dia kalau dia tak telampau baik dengan aku. apa yang aku dapat tengok sekarang nie. what he has done to me he did to other people. aku harap perempuan tu tak salah anggap dengan kebaikan dia. tapi let say if he like that girl im okay with it.

exam..indonesia..

lusa atau hari rabu nie bermulah musim exam. dan aku masih lagi belum membuka buku untuk membaca. report yang seharusnya aku siapkan lebih awal pun tak siap2 lagi sampai sekarang. exam in essay not objective okay. so, silalah mula membaca cik mimi oi..... about the indonesia things pulak. i don't know whether i should go or not. ya i know this is the golden opportunity for me. tapi masih was2 nak pegi. i hope that Allah will give me petunjuk to solve this problem. okay now i want to continue to study. annyong~. (=

Disaat aku mencintaimu =S

when i listened to this song i realised that it reflect myself. ='(



Mengapa kau pergi
Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu
Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Menyendiri lagi
Menyendiri lagi
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku

Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencintai dirimu
Aku inginkan dirimu
Datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu
Aku sangat mencinta

kesalahan yang sama lagi

i knew before this i wrote about the same title. but it has different story. these cases happen when i was in first year. and the case repeated but different person. people who don't know me will talk bad about me. but what do i care. it's me. yeah. i'm only a sleeping partner. but if my result not same as you, never call me that. i know that i don't want to admit that i'm wrong which is actually i am. i am sorry. i know even i beg forgiveness from you thousands time you can't forgive me. it is about two weeks i'm away from this problem and this miserable world. somehow i feel calm because i dont need to think about people saying. instead it help me to heal the scar inside. even now or before, when i want to enter the miserable life i will think back about you. you know what. when you are apart from me my life is beautiful. but when you are with me, my life is more beautiful. but i dont know what you feel about me. i know that you understand me. but sorry i never understand you. i don't know what you want. when i'm trying to you ignored it. and now i think i wrote something that will make you mad at me. so i will stop now. just remember that i will never forget about you because you are the one who has come in my life and make me feel happy knowing you even now our relationship not like before. i miss you and i love you my friend. (=

to someone i miss

kita berkenalan dah lama almost half of the year. macam dah lama kan. tapi ingat tak yang kita rapat hanya untuk beberapa minggu je. kenapa? sebab semuanya salah saya. saya suka kat awak. saya menaruh perasaan kat awak. awak marah sangat masa tu. saya tak tahu yang awak akan marah sampai macam tu. hanya kerana saya suka kat awak. saya tahu awak tak nak saya menaruh harapan yang tinggi dekat awak. YA! saya suka kat awak. tapi saya tak meletakkan harapan yang tinggi kat awak. saya tahu awak tak nak fikirkan perkara nie. sebab tu saya tak pernah nak ungkitkan perasaan saya kat awak. tapi bila awak dah ungkitkan dan marah2 saya. saya menjadi malu dengan diri saya sendiri. bukan malu perasaan saya ditolak. tetapi malu sebab menaruh harapan kepada orang yang takkan pernah rasa apa yang saya rasa. saya sedar kekurangan diri saya. sebab tu saya tak pernah nak bangkitkan apa-apa perkara. lepas kita berbincang hari tu. hubungan kita dah elok semula. tetapi tiba-tiba awak berubah.bila saya tanya, awak kata hanya perasaan saya. tapi saya tahu awak memang sengaja. awak tahu tak betapa sedihnya saya bila awak buat macam tu. tapi saya tahu awak takkan pernah fikirkan perasaan saya. last few days, you told me that i make a distance between us. in what ways? saya nak tahu. bukan saya nak gaduh tapi saya nak penjelasan walaupun persahabatan kita sekarang tak macam dulu. tapi ingatlah bahawa saya sangat rindukan awak yang dulu. saya sangat sayangkan persahabatan kita walaupun sekejap. seriously I MISS YOU Y__Y

Thailand.. Here I come. (=

on the last 25th of April. me and my friend went to Bangkok. yeay. it's my first time going oversea and taking flight. finally, after 21 years life i got the chance. Alhamdulillah. we depart from KLIA at 9pm and arrive at Suvarnabhumi airport around 11pm. we stay in Bangkok for about 5 days. its quite long but still not enough for me to travel Bangkok. what i can say is. Bangkok is really great. even the places were very hot but i like the environment. at night it seems alive. how i wish to stay there for about months or maybe years. hehe. (= don't know what to write. so, i will put the pictures. enjoy it!. (: